
There is a reason I like to work in sets of poems tied together with a theme.
My day-to-day life is really not poem worthy.
But in between projects, like I am now, I do try to keep the poetic mojo going which is mostly an exercise in frustration. But I am part of this writing group that meets once a month so I have to come up with something, anything... unless I want to feel like a big, fat, poetry loser.
Take last month. I had finally made the first fire of the season since we have had a really warm winter here. And it looked nothing like the fire in the picture. The wood was too wet. I was too impatient to clean out all the ashes from last winter. And try as I did to channel my father's 'how to build a fire' lessons, it was pretty much a dud.
Maybe this could be a metaphor for something or I could write about my father or write about some other fire that was hot and sexy. So I tried to write something -- tried in different forms and from different points of view. And it was all bad.
But there was one line I did like along with the idea of things that come and go. So I wound up with this poem instead. Which maybe is not so bad.
kerf
name the space
left by the groove
of the saw
wood to dust
line defined
by emptiness
name what
exists only
as absence
singed kindling
curled into fire
then air
words inhaled
understand
quiet
empty place
at the dinner table
bed
the name
that escapes me
late at night
still holds
the image
of a face
what exists
in the cut
of the blade
disappears
when the pieces
fall apart